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Thursday, August 31, 2006

3:39 AM

stressed out i am just way stressed out let's see ticket sales,prelims,the big os at the end of the year,the excessive phone calls bugging me on various kinda of shit and everything else it just seems to bug me way down.so much so that i've developed such a high fever just due to it.sometimes i really just wonder to myself is all these really worth it.i highly doubt so.i really want my parents to just cut off my phone line now and just like give me more room and space to do the studies which i so desperately need to do.sigh i totally screwed up my term3 ca tests totally screwed it up let's see with 18 points for my L1r2b2 i can go to what shit course la.even after minusing my 2 cca points and cip point i will still only have 15 points.ahhh what shit course can i end up going to man?gosh my results are just so so bad.i failed 2 subjects and got like 2As,1B,2Cs,1D and 1E.ahhh can someone just kill me right now.this is just so so so bad.i just wanna kick myself in the butt right now.it turns out that i got 57 for chinese.urghhh.gosh i need at least an A2 i really do not want to end up taking some shit course in poly.i do not want to just get dumped to whatever is available.that would just so suck.it is actually rather pathetic if that were to happen so i am going to ensure that i will never be thrown into such a situation ever again man.the lesson learnt from my chinese os was already bad enough.am so not looking forward to my birthday this year though.my head hurts,my body's temperature is practically soaring and everyone is just starting to irritate me now no matter who they are and whatever the circumstances may be.gosh alrights folks here's a warning if you were to call or message me and there is no reply that means i have gone into isolation so just piss off and leave me alone.yes thank you for your kind understanding.thirteen more days to my drama exam and my horror papers yeah though technically chinese is on the twelve but i have no idea how to study for that so yea.somebody save me.i think i am going to have a nervous breakdown really soon.thank god for those 84painkillers prescribed they are doing me real good now.

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